when u start grade school, you are ( or at least i was)....kinda exited...when i entered highschool..(or gymnasium as it is called in Ger) i felt cool cuz i belonged to the "big guys" now ....the teachers were, mostly, nice and helped me whe i needed them.....then, from 10th grade onwards, it got tougher.....teachers got kinda mean sometimes ( in ger u get new teachers every other or 3rd year)...but still I had the feeling getting supported by them.
During my 11th school year i spen one year in Am...then i came back, entering 12grade......it got tougher and tougher...and teachers starded to try to kick some student out ( i guess they thought theyr not worth it ..i dunno)...(quote of a teacher:"it time to sepperate the good student from the bad ones now...")...so much for the teacher student realationship....
anyway to keep this entry short:....there is a rule that says u cant take ur final test when you get more 6x agrade worse than 4 ( in am that would be an c or d) from the 12-13.1 schoolyear......it now so happens that i have 6....and i might get another one in math....however the teacher refused to tell me.....ill have to wait....wondering if I pass or not...from now on Ill hate school from the deepest of my heart...
sry if u got bored reading this but this topic is just stuck in my head for weeks now....

ps:....since engl isnt my native language the gramma and spelling are a free invention of mine ...