DaImmortal

when u start grade school, you are ( or at least i was)....kinda exited...when i entered highschool..(or gymnasium as it is called in Ger) i felt cool cuz i belonged to the "big guys" now :)....the teachers were, mostly, nice and helped me whe i needed them.....then, from 10th grade onwards, it got tougher.....teachers got kinda mean sometimes ( in ger u get new teachers every other or 3rd year)...but still I had the feeling getting supported by them. During my 11th school year i spen one year in Am...then i came back, entering 12grade......it got tougher and tougher...and teachers starded to try to kick some student out ( i guess they thoug

Another day of self-realisation in my own mind. Achieving, more or less the aims I have. Wondering all in vain where is my own kind, Aspirations coming to my mind, is it me to blame? Morning light flows through the remains of the night Shaping a form I've never seen. Cold, shining from within, filling the air with delight, Crawling into my lounges so keen. Longing for something I do not own. A stinging pain in my heart Hoping to feel not alone. False conclusion quickly falling apart. Still I huge you in my foggy thought, holding you 'till you fade into naught. .....sometimes i think I realy have some problems.....but on the oth